I’ll tell you one thing - I don’t love you! I never did. Knowing you was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Everyday I keep on wishing that you were just a bad dream and when I wake up, you’re gone. You are my worst nightmare. I hate every piece of you and it really bothers me whenever you enter my mind. I don’t want to think about you nor see you ‘coz you’re a pain in my eye! Loving you was my biggest mistake and I regret every moment I spent with you. I want to forget you now. I want to take you out of my life forever.
But then, I’m a liar. And all of these are lies.
I wish I could live many different lives. Then I’d be born in many different places. I’d have different nationalities and I’d stuff myself with different food from around the world. I’d live with different names with different occupations and I’d speak different languages. But then, for those different times, I’d still choose to fall in love with the same person I love now.
|She:||He's the reason why I messed up, the reason I can't get myself into another relationship. No matter how hard I try, no matter how badly I want to, I'm scared! I'm not scared of getting hurt; I'm scared of hurting someone else. Because I could never love anyone the way I loved him.|
|He:||She's the reason why I'm still waiting, the reason why I can't be with somebody else. No matter how hard I try pushing myself to love someone, I can't. I just can't. Because I could never love anyone as much as I love her.|
I can’t close my eyes as the tears stream down my face.
I want to forget everything but I keep on remembering the old days.
How I wish the pain would stop and the wounds would mend.
I guess this is where our love story ends.
Yesterday seems a long time ago but the wounds are brand-new.
I don’t know if ever I could move on; maybe I won’t get over you.
But patiently I’d wait; even if I’d make my self suffer.
I’ll give you your freedom that you asked for with another.
I don’t know if ever I did anything off-beam.
I gave you all that I could; I never intend to push you off the brim.
I never forbade you with anything, even your thoughts I never questioned.
I never even asked any of the things you just can’t mention.
Tomorrow seems so far away; never even expecting it to come.
You left me with heedless reasons, leaving so many things undone.
You found somebody else, and then you left my heart askew.
You inflicted too much misery; will I ever be over you?
Yesterday, we were just on the crack of dawn and on our humble beginning.
But today, without hesitation you left me tormented and crying.
Because you love him, your love and affection for me you can’t even lend.
I guess this is why our love story ends.
Many cold and sleepless nights, I can’t help but cry.
You left me with questions, with doubts, you didn’t tell me why.
But I’ll keep on waiting as long as I could; you’ll always be in my heart.
I’ll wait for the day that you’ll realize my worth.
I don’t know how long I could wait for another, but it’s worth a try.
I love you. I’ll always will. I won’t ever say goodbye.
I’ll always be here for you; I can always be your friend.
How painful, how excruciating; this is how our love story ends.
I tried to talk to you but I can’t find the right words to say. Deep inside me there are things that I really want you to know - like how much I miss you, how much I love you despite my broken heart, and how I need you in my life. But these words might forever stay in my heart. Sometimes I wonder if there are things that you wanted to tell me too… But I’ll never know.
People so seldom say I love you. And then it’s either too late or love already went away. So when I tell you I love you, it doesn’t mean I know you’ll never go. But I keep on wishing that you didn’t have to.